"I should just start jotting my feelings down"
"What will this turn into?"
"So many thoughts. So many things to say. Need to compartmentalize"
**Looks out the window at a bird and stares at it for 5 minutes**
Back to reality
This is where and how I am starting, no room for judgements.
You see so many blogs, content creators, public figures and you think to yourself, "I can do that too". Soon to realize, it is not that simple. When you sit down for your first blog post on a rainy afternoon staring out the window, the mind is clouded by thoughts. Almost makes you dizzy, actually. You just keep writing. After all, this is my blog. Only real experiences, real life struggles, unfiltered motherhood and beyond.